Kamusta?

You know what, I have been typing for about an hour already but I can’t seem to say the right words. I just badly want to be able to write again and share my thoughts but it’s so frustrating when I can’t do it the way I used to before.

I want to tell you all my hanash about work, the career path I am in right now, the support I have been getting from my managers and bosses, my friends, family not to mention the tools, meetings nd trainings the company is giving us to make us better business leaders PERO PUCHA ANG HIRAP TALAGA. Hahahaha.

As of writing this, I feel like I am in a good place right now. So far I am okay with all the changes I havebeen dealing with. Sana lang magtuloy tuloy ito.

Ano bang pwede kong maishare sainyo? While iniisip ko, isheshare ko nalang yung nangyari sa araw ko.

Today may meeting with my area and kahit antok na antok ako from closing shift, I managed to survive! Hindi naman kasi heavy ang info kanina, it’s more on shifting your mindset. Minsan iniisip ko pangbebrainwash talaga yung mga ganitong ganap pero in fairness, effective. Sa line of work ko siguro hindi mawawala yung ffeeling na madedemotivate ka pero laging nababawi. Siguro dahil sa support system nga na mismong yung kumpanya yung nagbibigay. Marami din kaming tools and trainings kaya kaag demotivated ka na, magiging okay ka ulit kasi mababago nanaman. Yung mindset mo until further notice.

Mahirap sobra sa retail. Sobrang thorough ang cleaning na ginagawa namin tapos for efficiency, bawal kaming umupo while doing tasks. Nasanay na nga ako kaso wala nang pakiramdam literal yung dalawang sakong ko. Ipapacheck up ko nga kasi manhid talaga sila forever dibaa ayareeee aahahaha. Everyday, paguran talaga as in labanan araw araw ng physical, mental and emotional aspects ng pagkatao mo. Ang daming bastos na tao. May mga magbabayad lang kailangan pang ibato sa counter yung bayad nila na parangg pa-cool na ewan. Minsan naiinis din ako kapag tinatawag kaming “beh, teh, ate, koya” kasi parang walang proper na pag-address pero baka sensitive lang ako? Ang dami din rude talaga. May mga 3 to 5 minutes palang na naghihintay eh nagagalit at nagrereklamo na. We are trained to move fast pero kapag worth 20k yung items ng binili ng nauna sayo ieexpect mo ba na matatapos ko yun in 2 minutes? Hindi ko alam kung sobrang entitlement ba yon or demanding lang talaga ang ibang tao pero I just want to say na bottomline ng lahat ng iyan eh you always have to treat people with kindness and sana hindi porket bibili tayo o gagastos tayo sa isang bagay eh pwede na tayo mag mala-Veruca Salt spoiled brat levels. Ibang usapan talaga yung kabaastusan ng ibang tao, out of this world ang pagka-rude! Pero maliit na bagay lang yan kasi ibag klase pa yung hirap na ginagawa namin before opeing and after closing the store. Kaya minsan ayoko na talaga kasi hindi siya okay sa mental health ko HAHAHA pero wala, kaailangan keri ko.

Kamusta kayo sa trabaho?

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3 thoughts on “Kamusta?

  1. Okay lang naman ako sa trabaho ko “teh”. Hahaha.. Naku Aila, dyan mapa-practice ang haba ng pasensya mo. And I think kahit papano maganda din naman yun for you.☺

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