I was writing my year recap when I decided to stop and read what I wrote last year. My oh my, 2017 was actually really bad. Worse than 2018 I swear hahaha. I was cringing the entire time when I read my past entries. Grabe, nkklk.
I attempted to write my highlights or even do a year recap but it’s pointless, most of my highlights have already been written here (so ano? Paulit ulit tayo haha)
Instead, let me write about how happy I am.
I am not really a festive person, I don’t like celebrating things especially Christmas because I have been always grieving for the past years. Laging may namamatay and it’s just so lonely to even think of celebrating in a funeral home diba? So the best plot twist that 2018 gave me is to have a chance of celebrating this year’s Christmas day filled with joy and happiness. I mean it’s still not perfect because 2 of my brothers are not home for Christmas but this is the first time that no one died and no heart breaking incident happened. Of course, like I said it wasn’t perfect because I don’t have enough money to buy people gifts but the good side is I don’t have money because they held my salary because…I am already turning over my work!!! I have finally submitted my resignation letter muhahahaa.
So what else am I happy about despite my nagtitipid ass?
- FULLY HEALED FROM THE PAST!!!!!!!!
- (not) ready to start my new job in Feb!
- My mental health is in a better state compared to the past months filled with anxiety.
What else? Ahhh I can’t think of anything else to write about. I am just really happy right now and I hope everyone else is happy too.
By the way, how was your Christmas celebration? Did you guys celebrate Christmas?
Mini side chika: we didn’t really prepare for Christmas as in we didn’t cook anything. We spent our Christmas day at our relative’s house where other relatives stay there to celebrate too. It was really fun and for the first time in many years, it felt good to celebrate Christmas.
I miss chikahan with you guys so tonight, I will visit your blogs muhahaha. Bye!