I am freaking all over the place. I don’t even know what’s wrong with me anymore, I’m just like really all over the place, all over myself. I can’t even.
My talent is extremely so good you’d feel a pang of jealousy. I have a talent of complicating small things and turning them into big things until I bawl out and cry and have a meltdown. Ugh. (that’s really sarcastic for the most parts. You can tell right? Lol)
I have this dilemma wherein I can’t even figure out if I should be happy about this or not? When I was younger, I’d really save my allowance so I can buy one book. Before I finish that one book, I should have finished saving another one for a different book to buy. So I usually grow anxious more often than not back then, always afraid of not having enough books to read. Ahhh!
Now, my problem is I can’t stop buying books even if I have a lot more to read, so my pile of unread books are growing and that’s not something cute ya know? It makes me more all over the place. Like I’d read a chapter from one book then go over the next one. Oh god, I have a disease! (though I hope this is not a disease lol) Now, I plan to just stick to one book first and finish it then go over to the next one! I have stacks and stacks of books to firggin read.
The same goes for my tea collection. I have a lot of different tea flavors and each night I have to choose from all of them. Sometimes I get a little too tempted to drink 2 tea flavors just cause I can. -_-
Or am I just so indecisive lately?