Nothings scares me more than the thought of you missing in my life.
I don’t ever want to go through that ugly pain. Just thinking of you—not being in my life wrenches my soul, cuts my heart into small tiny pieces, brings tears to my eyes and makes me want to fall and break down. I guess this is not the way to feel when you love a person. But this is more than the pain if you lose the one you love right?
I guess when you love someone, the thought of losing them makes you want to lose yourself. Makes you want to turn into dust. To be eaten by the ground. To be swallowed by a bear. Because nothing is more painful than not having that someone in your life.