For once I want to be someone who is selfish and not think of you all the time.
For once I want my decisions to be my own and not decisions I made because I took you in consideration.
For once I want to feel how it is to be free from myself and not associate it with you.
For once I want to do whatever the heck I want without thinking if this will hurt you or not.
For once I want to be someone who is alone with no one else to think about.
For once I want to jump right in. Dive head first to things without thinking of anybody.
For once I want to just build my own wall without having to break it all over again to pieces just to let someone like you in.
For once, just once, I want to be nobody’s. I want to be nobody’s, not even my own.
For once, this once I want to free my soul from everything, anything.
For once, just once. Just this one time, I want to break away, move on and walk out from everything, everyone.
For once, just once.